heartache.

Wow.
I just posted that, and then received a call from that handsome man, who told me he was interested in someone else.

I hate that I am crying.
and I am so mad.
And I feel disposable.
Why does this always happen to me?

How in the world am I supposed to discern out these men,
I just don't want to be hurt again.

Maybe I will just become a nun.
(kidding, but it is enticing).

Wish I had someone to talk to right now.